The wall

The wall. 

That thing that you built around your heart. So that people can’t pass through it, can’t look through it, can’t feel it. 

Most importantly, that fortress is there so that people can’t hurt you, and you won’t be easily affected by people’s action. 🏰

You have always been afraid of that point when even small things can make you so emotional and irrational. 

But then.... why are you feeling this way?

When you have decided to make a little opening on that wall, that uneasiness starts to kick in. All the insecurities rushed into that small hole, just like how the air blown out of a balloon. Whooooshh 🌬

Are you just being irrational now? These dark thoughts keep on looming in the mind. 🌫🌫

Like, hey. You’re not forgotten yet, but why are you feeling this way?

Could it be that this is the point for you to prepare yourself? One day, everything is going to change. They said promises are meant to be broken. We can try our best to fulfil whatever promises we made. But who knows what is there for you in the future.