Ranting Si Dahan Rapuh

Comfort Dish.  I like you a lot. But I hate you. Why.  Every. Single. Time. Without fail. 

Does berating someone makes you feel better?  . . No, you'll just be angrier.  Not to mention the regret you'll face later on. 

Sorry. For breaking your heart over and over again.  For making you sad countless of times. For hurting you with my words and actions. For being such an insensitive person. . . Thank you.  For listening to my nonsensical thoughts. For accepting who I am. For staying with me despite my flaws. For all the sacrifices you made. For all the hard choices, yet still prioritising me.  For loving me unconditionally. . . No.  I am not breaking up with you. Things are not over between you and me.  Not now, not ever. 

You have things in mind.  To say, or not to say. When you do, you'll end up hurting. If you don't, you'll drown in your own sorrow. In the turmoil of your confused mind. In the midst of the hormonal imbalance. The best solution?  We sleep it off.  We supress it everytime it surfaces.  We learn to forget about it. It may not be a permanent fix.  But at least there won't be any regret. For the words could pierce. Sharper than any knife or sword in the face. Good night, world.  Let's bury this feeling and despair.  May tomorrow brings more joy than tear. 

Bees.  Always buzzing around.  From flower to flower.  Non-stop.  . Busy bee. . That's how life goes. Everyone becomes busy with their own flowers. Buzzing everywhere. Then time just fly by.

Sayangku jangan kau persoalkan siapa di hatiku Terukir di bintang Tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu

How does one be good at goodbyes Because it is never easy . . Even if it is just temporary It makes you feel sad . . Maybe because you love her too much

It hurts. It clenches. It tightens. It crushes. . . Hope it stays strong and not be broken.

At times when things around you start to feel a little too overwhelming, you just gotta close your eyes and calm yourself down. . . Ask your heart what it really wants.

How do you go through a day without seeing your loved ones? . . Because the thought of not being able to meet my person can disrupt the mood for the day. . . Am I just sitting on the sidelines; the one you go to when things are not right on the other side? Or perhaps I am just greedy? . . It's ok.  As long as you are happy.  I will be.  Or at least I will try to be.