Ranting Si Dahan Rapuh

Don't know why. She can't help it that she felt something whenever she see that name written in any texts and story, and it was not a pleasant feeling. Tried to forget, but it is difficult. Nobody said it was easy in the first place. They have their own priorities. They knew they were not ready for it. So they came to that decision. Not sure if the decision was mutual and agreed. It might not be clear too since it was not being said out loud. But everything was not clear cut in the beginning and throughout everything too. She knows, there's always a reason behind everything, and Allah knows what's best for them. She prays that they'll both achieve their dreams, and obtain the happiness that each of them has been yearning for. She believes, her moment of happiness will come soon too. InsyaAllah. Ya Allah, please give her strength to overcome these uneasy feelings. May all these events will make her a better "عبد" to You. Ameen. "...

Sekarang tengah sibuk isu pasal anjing, gara-gara event "I want to touch a dog" that was being held in Malaysia recently. What's their main aim bila diorang purpose itu benda, who knows? Katanya... nak hilangkan rasa takut terhadap anjing Katanya... nak war-warkan yang tak salah kalau nak pegang je pun Katanya lah... Pat FB, banyak jugak pendapat-pendapat dan hujjah (with nas from quran and hadith) yang para ilmuwan da utarakan; Dr MAZA, Hilal Asyraf, etc. Tapi biasalah, manusia... apa yang tak sebulu dgn fikiran diorang, semua salah. Susah... sebab mereka tak berlapang dada. Bila seseorang utarakan pendapat, bukannya kita suruh terima bulat-bulat. Kita dengar/baca, then nilai sama ada hadith2 yg drg pakai tu shahih ke tak, bersesuaian ke tidak (sometimes it can be taken out of context). Kalau still tak nak terima, then "ye uwes".  Tapi, jangan lah tangan tu gatal dok tulis maki-maki pat hamba Allah tu... sampaikan I feel like...

They said... you should not give up They said... you cannot just wait and see They said... you need to put an effort They said... you must trust in Him InsyaAllah, there is someone there for you. Only He knows. Wallahu a'lam...

Hahaha.. the title says all. Syud's mini-novel, as always, will give you this kind of feeling of anticipation. Tapi bila part ending je, "eyhhh~~ takkan macam gitu je kot. Lagi lah..." But I love how the characters are somehow all related in her stories. When you see their names again in another story, it'll remind you of the previous book/story. Sort of REFRESH your memory. *I actually typed refreshing there but felt very weird afterwards* So far most novel (or at least the ones I've read) ending dia similar, they live happily ever after; hero & heroine are back together. Cuma ada satu novel by Iman Xara (I can't recall the title, blame it on my goldfish memory) . *K ni SPOILER habis nye* I think macam ada scene yang the female protagonist selalu gaduh with this guy before he "fell in love" with her and they got married. But the husband became cemburu tahap maxx & kaki pukul, after she gave birth to their first child. It turns...

Entry kali ni kita sempoi sikit. Gunakan bahasa rojak (english malay campur). Coz full english, feel dia kurang; and proper malay is way too formal. I don't think I can manage to speak a full malay paragraph without inserting any english word. The last time I do that, maybe during O level Malay Oral? Nak cakap pasal my recent interest: baca cerpen & novel melayu . Aisehman, tkle percaya kan? I was definitely a not a bookworm. Baca buku on & off. Lebih suka tengok cartoon, anime and kalau baca pon, it'll be JAPANESE MANGA. The first series of books that manage to get me hooked is HARRY POTTER series. After following through the first 3 movies, I started to read the 4th book (GoF). Yes, not the first book! If not mistaken, at that time I was at my Aunt's place in Melbourne, Australia. Long holiday - 2months plus mayba? Super bored coz their holiday is not the same as ours in SG. Then I happened to find the book, which belongs to my cousin. Lepas t...

Bismillah... It has been ages since I last update this blog. Probably would have forgotten its existence too, if not for my recent "time-filler" activity - malay novels (Like Seriously??😂😂).  Less time for manga, k-drama or any other TV shows, especially not since HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER has ended. So why the sudden update?  I'm the type who don't really like to talk so much, especially when it comes to matters like feelings, emotions, thoughts and such. In short, I'll to avoid anything serious. But when it comes to nonsense stuff & lame jokes, leave it to me yeah!!😆  I do have FB, IG, but not twitter. It's just that I don't really like to post abt my life over there. *step pemalu ah KONON* 😄 So what has changed within these few years? Physically?  Definitely NOT. Ok, I was totally referring to my HEIGHT over there. Socially?  Well,sure there are few new friends along the way, but at the same time lost contact with the old ones as w...