Ranting Si Dahan Rapuh

I was supposed to paint your wall with purple But instead, I painted your Purple with a piece of me.  Let’s just treasure the memories Keep me in your heart, always

🎶 Spent 24 hours I need more hours with you You spent the weekend Getting even, ooh ooh We spent the late nights Making things right, between us 🎶 'Cause girls like you Run around with girls like me 'Til sundown, when I come through I need a girl like you 😊

At one point of time, it feels like you have till forever to do things together. But suddenly you come to realise that it is taking too long to reach forever.  The clock keeps ticking. You are racing against time, and you know that you are not going to win. 

You know you’re with the best company when a 10mins nap feels like the best sleep you’ve ever had. Be it in a moving car, or sitting on that uncomfortable seat in a small plane. When you have the best person by your side, eveything else doesn’t matter.  My dear, Thank you for this wonderful trip.  Even though we were both clueless on what to be done there.  But we got ALL   that we want.  Almost everything, I guess.  I look forward to more trips and adventures with you.  We’ll fight this through together.  I’ll always be here whenever you need me.  Hold on tight.  Don’t let go of our hands.  Don’t stop loving us.  With love, Your sayang. 

Sure it doesn’t feel that good to be back to reality.  But you gotta suck it up.  As per what was said.  “I have to go back to her” Ouch! You don’t have to rub salt to the wounds.  I know my place, alright? Hope this separation anxiety won’t be worse than the last time.  I hope you’re doing fine tonight, sayang.  I know I have a special place in your heart But this show that reality is not as what we’d like it to be.  Well, reality hurts. 

There will come a situation when you try to be the understanding one; holding back your feelings and hurting yourself, with the hope that your significant other will be protected from any form of harm or agony.  Then, in actual fact you end up hurting both hearts and leaving the both of you in anguish and suffering.  So at the end of the day, whose heart are we protecting anyway?

Time.  The most precious thing you ever have.  Too expensive.  Coz you can’t buy it with money nor with all the wealth you have on earth.  What you have lost, you can’t gain it back.  But what you don’t know what is yet to come So all you can do is to plan to utilise it well in the future.  It’s priceless.  So when I push aside everything to spend my precious time with you, it means you’re precious too. In fact, you’re worth more than that.  And when I braced myself and ask you out to spend some time with me... It means that I .... you.

Being idle is definitely not good for the brain and the body. For you and people around you.  Overthinking.  Unnecessary thoughts will kick in.  Don’t lose yourself in such situations.  Coz you will drown deep inside and no one can resuscitate you. The brain is a powerful tool.  But the heart is the weakest link. 

When playing escape games or solving clues, sometimes you need to work backwards so that you can put things to where it belongs.  And only when you know where it belongs, you can arrange things accordingly. Then things will become untangled and you’ll find the escape route.  Along the way, unexpected things may happen. But your keep calm and you’ll be fine. 

Have you ever felt that clench in your heart, whenever you said something that is opposed to what your heart wants, because you don’t want people to get hurt and know that you’re actually fighting with your own mind deep inside. 

Everything in this world is just given to you for a short while. Nothing last forever, and everything will be taken away from you when the time comes.  But do I even have the right to fight against the nature?

The weather can be so unpredictable nowadays. It can be super bright and scorching hot one minute, and then sudden downpour the next minute.  Early winter. Snowing during summer. Unpredictable monsoon winds. Climate changes. Rising sea levels.  Global warming. Just how many things can it lead to.