Ranting Si Dahan Rapuh

22 jan 2018  We managed to go korea together. Its not the best i know but its a break that we need before things get really harsh.  Thank u so much for everything.  Sayang, days, weeks, months to come is for you to prep yourself for the reality awaits. Its not the preparation of majlis but u know mentally prep of becoming a wife.  I may not be the best person to guide or help out in this matter but hey! We promised to keep each other sane huhu.. Anyways, back to korea. Forgive me for treating you like a stranger.. something i wish i dont have to do but circumstances.. huhu.. k k thats just alasan kan? I can just treat u like how we used to be but i choose to treat u otherwise. To the fact that its hard to text u pun coz selalu jer dijeling2 huhu Oh wells.. its over. And im so so glad :)  Tomorrow will be better insyaAllah! Lets do better tomorrow k sayang...  Tahu kan... I .... ... kot  Korea trip 16-22 Jan 2018...

If this is the end, will it be a good one? When our path diverge, will there be an intersection again some time in the future? It has been a nice trip; not great, but pleasant.  It feels like travelling with familiar, yet unfamiliar people.  It’s the same bunch of people, yet it feels different.  Not satisfying, but we need the getaway.  From the harshness of reality.  Now we’re back, it’s time to face it heads on.  You got to be ready, even when you’re not.  They said, you’re not alone.  Let’s hope that you’re really not.  And this uneasiness in the heart is not going away anytime soon.  The trip taught you a few lesson too.  In the end, you are the STRANGER amongst them.  Know your place.  Don’t be complacent. 

It hurts.  But eventually you’ll get over it.  Coz your mind can overcome everything.  Dear Heart,  Please be good to me.  Stay strong for us.  Bismillah. 

“Aku mengagumimu dari jauh saja”  - Khai Bahar